Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Bad Day

Dear Readers,

I'm having a terrible day.

Well it's not really terrible, it's just that I hate hanging around the house doing nothing and that's precisely what I'm doing. It's so beautiful outside but I'm stuck inside with my family, just watching TV. I'm just not cut out to be lazy, I need to constantly be doing something or I start to freak out. I know that that is a bad thing and I should probably make sure that there isn't something wrong with me, but for the time being that's how I feel. If I don't have my schedule chucked full of activities I have panic attacks. I don't know when this started but I have a feeling it stems from my senior year in high school. This is the first free say I've had in about three or four years and it scares me. That's probably not good is it?
I should start practicing my songs for the time being.
At least that will give me something to do.

That's it I guess. I just needed to get it out. I don't know why I'm like this, but I am.

oh well.

peace out readers

-Patti Alling